IU day 2011

Sigh few days more till IU day.. I'm scared of my parents. I know they love me, but I really fear them. I don't know what to do. I dot dare to take money from them too.. Sigh.. Recently less and less quiet time is done and I feel like falling.. I'm sorry Lord I pray that through all you'll be by my side, and everything I do shine for you. Ahh! And 1 more thing. I'm afraid of ping Hwa form 4 ppl -.-