It Pains Me Greatly.

Today, I went to 3 tuition.

Chinese, Form4 & form5 physics.

Then.

This thing happened

I was told not to reveal (an important stuff) to anyone

when i accidentally NEARLY told one of my really close friend

She was sporting though.

She said she wont mind about not teling her. thanks man =)

Seriously, it was like THE HARDEST CHOICE I HAD TO MAKE

SERIOUSLY.

It was like my soul was taken away

And my shell(body) left on earth

emptyness quickly laid in.

It was a cold and sad feeling.

tears could not take them away. really

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By the struck of midnight

I could not help to have lied

which felt as if my chest was tied

my a strong rope without light

Emptyness replace the soul in my body

I was then left alone without a sight glee

Thought happiness will leave me never

But now those were long lost already

I was happy, but now on the verge of breaking down

At dawn I woke up and think about you

At dusk too I lay on bed and thought of you

I tried let it aside and find something to do

But all I did was letting off my pityful tears

I was really happy of the times we were together

But when you weren't with me my heart pains forever

Ending the emptyness within me was never

Again my heart breaks with my pityful tears

All I wanted is to be a part of your life

For times like this there're no room for sighs

Even when storm thundered in the sky

Your beauty is still as though endless like time

My elder sister

Woohoooo! She's now driving man! Haha! Speaking of driving, I heard those who's now in form 4 or younger will only be able to drive at 21 years old. Hahha I have ta learn driving by this year man! Then I can fetch 'her' xD hahaha. Now gonna have dimmer at shanghai ding near qb xD weee!

3rd March 2011

-4.15am

I was woken up by itches on my hands and legs, but managed to sleep back

-6.30am

Dad thought I am going to school, wake me up then ask me to sleep again -.-

-7.30am

Realised my room's electric is gone. No fan, no air-con, no lights!

-8.00am

When to Disted with my sis. Nearly got into accident. Mi sister's skill still not good enough huh! LOL

-9.00am

Ate Breakfast at Pulau Tikus there then went back home.

-10am

Studying

-11am

Took a short break, bathe then continue study.

-1.00pm

facebook-ing rest

-3.00pm

study plus a bit of facebook and singing. lol

-6.00pm

Dinner, 6.30pm went to tuition. got stuck at the Minden heights school there.

-8.30pm

Chemistry tuition ends.

-9.30pm

Blogging

Which is now :D

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