Hm...

sigh...
lately i've always been sigh-ing...
sadness and happiness all goreng together already..
sometimes i can feel very happy, when i play songs o piano or strums guitar..
then out of sudden, a heavy weight sank onto me again...
am i not good enough?
not good at studies...
not althelete also
but maybe good comedian, haha...
dancer.. maybe larh but cannot do one - hand stand, or front flip... lol
Just a normal guy...
WHATS MY PURPOSE OF LIFE ?????????
WHAT IS IT ??? I'VE GOT NOTHING !!!!!!!!!! NOTHING AT ALL !!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF! UGH!
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suicide?

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maybe not..
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why should i do that?
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i still have friends, best friends..